So what does a breakdown feel like,
does it start off first with the shakes.
When you struggle trying to function,
as you don’t want to make a mistake.
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Then pretending that you’re coping,
will those spiders inside go away.
When you wake tomorrow morning,
will it ever be just another day.
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And what can you do to calm down,
if your nerves have a mind of their own.
If you forget the most bloody obvious,
like the telephone number of your home.
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As you burst into tears on the doorstep,
that’s if you ever get near to that door.
Will it ever really come to fruition,
that you won’t get bashed anymore.
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Then there’s those positive mantras,
about all being part of lives plan.
Sing them and pray to the heavens,
but it won’t really change a dam.
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So what does a break down feel like,
might it be confused with a cold.
Will honey and lemon help here,
as she’s prepared to do as she’s told.
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lizalizaskysaregrey©2017
I’m just thinking about different emotions today, I’m fine 🙂