That was certainly ‘full on’ couple of days, that big blue moon I mean. I went from happiness to despair and back again. I can be affected by the moon, I recognise and prepare for it, but this last one hit me for six.
On Monday I woke up feeling an emotional wreck, tearful and despondent. I couldn’t see much good in life. I opened my arms and embraced hopelessness fully and without question. Life was pointless, I was pointless and anything out there in the future just wasn’t worth it.
I spent the day going from one disaster to the next. I burnt toast, opened the door and the heavens opened, got lost and ran out of fuel. I didn’t want to talk to anyone and didn’t have anyone to talk to. It rained all day, for the umpteenth day that was, and the plants drowned.
Do you recognise this day, have you visited?
Yesterday I woke up singing, nothing had happened but my world had changed overnight. The sun was shining, the plants didn’t look that bad and I had things to do, people to meet and places to go. Everything went right, starting with my hair and outfit and moving onto everything else. I laughed with the people I met, finished projects and got new leads. People warmed my heart and made me feel loved. To put it simply, life couldn’t be better.
That moon is powerful but I think there’s so more going on. I constantly see double digits, my dreams are wild and my intuition is on overdrive. I think I’m being prepared for something. I’m releasing and letting go, the tears are cleansing, cathartic and restoring. Tears are the weeping of old wounds, healing from the depths within.
Are any of you getting this, are you experiencing similar? Are you managing the changes that are happening or are you immune to it? Is it necessary for growth, is it happening to all of us. Do some people just not notice or are they being left behind?
I know it’s crazy but it’s my kind of crazy now. I’m rolling with it, I’m trusting that there’s something wonderful to come. Today’s another sunny day and any clouds are just full of hope.
I watch the moon daily, I live by the sea and often stand on the shore watching the tides, sun and moon. I’ve been sun gazing too, that’s another story. The sun feeds me and the moon washes me, they are necessary to my growth, just as they are to the plants and everything else.
It’s all just cycles, I’m in a cycle, I’m moving through and so are you. Love to hear what you think of my craziness 🙂
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I only catch a glimpse or two of full moon every month. Want to keep gazing on it for long and just not think about anything but life’s not so easy on me.
And I do believe that you are not crazy 🙂
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You know I don’t have to see it to feel it, but maybe I have too much time on my hands. I’m pleased you don’t think me crazy 😊
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Great post Liza 🙂
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Thanks Ben 🙂
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I have had lots of conversations lately about the energy. Right before the full moon and afterwards. It seems to have calmed down the last two days, but definitely it was as if everyones energy was palpable.
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Yes, a lot of people I’ve spoken to said the same thing, it was a very powerful moon this time. I don’t think I expect it, as some I get away with, no such luck this time but it’s certainly nice to be out on the other side.
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For sure! Hopefully our next full moon will just be a beautiful rock in the sky that we just wave to.
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Here’s hoping 🙂
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I have definitely noticed a relation to mood and weather… I have never really followed where the moon was though. If it can effect the tides why not people. Makes sense to me.
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