Author: lizaaitken

Mother, daughter, sister, cat owner/slave. Thoughtful about life and trying to make it worthwhile.

Mothers Day

lizaaitken

It’s still Mother’s Day, even though you’re not here, it’s still your day and it always will be. The sun is shining brightly as it should for you and we are going to spend the day together, just the two of us.

I know you will want to spend the day with Laura too, I’m sure you can be in two places at once now, you’ll have superpowers.

We are going to go for a walk, we will walk for miles. We won’t have to worry about the terrain and if the wheelchair can make it, because you won’t need it, you’ll be right beside me striding out. We’ll walk in nature because that’s a good way for us to connect and we both love it so. I feel close to you in many things but nature is good for today mum with the sun shining so brightly for you.

Today is also the first day of summer, a double celebration for us both.

I’m hoping for a sign, like at Christmas and on my birthday but you know that. I already know you’re here with me, so it’s not essential but it would be lovely.

I hope you’re ready for a wonderful day mum, because that’s exactly what we are going to have.

lizalizaskysaregrey©2017

Meaningless

lizaaitken

I don’t want my life to be meaningless, how many times have we heard that, but it’s true, I don’t. Then what is meaningless and to who does it mean nothing? I think every life must mean something, even those we can’t find the meaning in.

I’m a regression therapist, well that’s one of the things I do. Because of this, I realise I’m more than the person I am today, I am everybody I have ever been. That helps with the ego a bit because it’s not all about me, the person I am today, it’s about those other parts of me stored in my subconscious. Everyone I have ever been or might be is with me now, I know that’s hard to get your head around.  My soul has travelled, it’s learnt and spent time on many a meaningless pursuit.

When I was regressed a few years back, I visited several lives, my favourite a doctor who kept a journal of his findings, I loved him. Then there was this one woman I saw, it was me, I had no time for her, I didn’t like her because she had wasted her life, it had been meaningless. Now as I think about her today, was it so meaningless if my visiting her, helped me see I wanted a purpose in this life.  Interesting isn’t it, can we waste a life to help another, now there’s a thought!

Daily Prompt – Meaningless

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