I can’t stand all the pain in the world right now, the terror and hopelessness, the atrocities happening each and every moment and the suffering. I can’t stand to watch it on the news, but I do. I read the reports on the internet and listen to speeches, I empathise, or do I?
This is what I hate, I hate the fact that I can watch something, see the crying faces of children, see starvation and fear and yet turn the TV off and think about what I’m having for dinner. How can I think about what I’m having for dinner when so many people don’t have dinner, don’t even have the water they need to survive. I look at my bed and think the sheets need changing, the sheets need changing on my big comfortable and stylish bed. And you know what I iron those bloody sheets too because it wouldn’t be good enough to put them on the bed un-ironed!
What is wrong with me, is my brain not working as it should, when I see horror, why does it not stay, why does it not hold me and prevent me from enjoying life. Why does it not bring into perspective how bloody rich I am and why on earth do I still think I need more than I have right now?
I’ve asked around about, it seems others are the same, maybe our brains are not wired to take in the suffering of others if we are not involved or it does not affect anyone we care about. Am I right, I’d be interested in your thoughts because I’m not feeling that good about myself?
I wonder if this is how we protect ourselves, is it our conscious mind telling us it’s nothing to do with us. Don’t get me wrong, I do what I can to help, I donate, I share a message and I discuss what’s going on in the world, I show I care what’s happening to others and I pray too.
What more can I do, it’s not feasible for me to get on a plane and fly out and help. I would probably be of no use, I’m too old, too inexperienced and I’d probably be useless anyway.
That’s it I feel useless, I feel helpless and I feel awful about my feelings when I should be feeling awful for others. I wish that wishes worked, I wish I could make it all better, I wish I could heal the world, but I can’t and I will have to put up with my feelings for now and hope and pray for a better and more loving world.
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I know just what you mean, I watch the news and am horrified by what is happening in the world, the pain, suffering and loss and then we have so much we don’t know what to do with it all. I feel lucky and blessed for what I have. I cannot imagine what it must be like for the others in the world suffering in so many different ways. Hurricane’s, Racism, Religious Belief’s etc. You are right, we can’t fly out there and help. For me, my only weapon and solace is prayer. All I can do is pray for everyone. I cannot fix the world as much as I would love us all to live a peaceful existence together, all I can do is pray xx
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Two of a kind then 🙂 let’s hope our prayers are answered xx
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You spoke my mind in this wonderful thought you’ve shared with us. It’s such a pain to watch all these sufferings and afflictions without the powers to help adequately. I’ve always voiced out the wickedness that has engulfed the world too. So many things to contend with on this planet. Every day we hear all kinds of news… people living in horrible conditions etc. And some of us are blessed and still some dont even know it. My heart and sincere prayers always go out to those living in this depressing conditions. May God take charge where it concerns them most. We won’t stop praying for things to get better in the world. We can only hope… !!!
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I’m not surprised we think the same, we are similar in so many ways and I know you have a great big heart, it comes through in your writing. Yes all we can do is keep them in our minds and send out those prayers and healing energy xx
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That’s all we can do… Wish there is a way to reach out more to them. But that’s just the way life goes… Yes, we are both Virgos and our values fit just perfect. We are very compassionate in our lifestyle. Thanks so much. Enjoy a blessed day. Xo
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You enjoy yours too my dear 🙂
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Thanks. 🙂
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